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Fic Completed: All That We Need In Our Lives

I’ve just posted the final chapter to All The We Need In Our Lives! I’m so proud of this fic, and the development it has gone through. Not to mention, I’m excited that I’ve completed a story; it has truly been too long!

For those of you new to my fanfiction adventures, this story is the beginning of a series featuring the love of my original character (Kate) and Optimus Prime. It’s a crazy idea, but I’m happy for how it’s turned out! Plus, it gives me a good chance to practice up on my writing when I’ve hit a block in my own original stories.

Of course, disclaimers need to be issued: I don’t even pretend to own Optimus Prime or the Transformers series (Bayverse or otherwise). I’m just a lowly fangirl putting some practice into her writing and following through with a neat concept I came up with in high school, when the first movie came out in 2007. I’m very pleased with all the feedback it’s gotten and I’m looking forward to continuing the series come the new year.

Thank you all for checking out my story–whether you’re long-time fans or just curious! More’s to come!

Here’s the link to my fic: All That We Need In Our Lives 

Optimus and Kate came to a clearing where the starlight flowed over them. The base was still in view of the couple, but they were alone. It was private. Optimus set her down and transformed.

The warm blue eyes of his holoform met hers. She smiled at him, and he wiped her tear away. He gathered her into an embrace. And, suddenly, it was only about them. Only about what was happening now. There was no war. There was only Optimus and Kate.

Optimus touched her chin and pulled her closer to him. She sucked in a breath as she looked into his eyes. They were sparkling in the starlight, almost illuminated. They held a fierceness in their depths – one that spoke of love, and want. She was sure her own eyes reflected the same. She could feel it in her body, in her soul. She wanted this. She wanted him. Only him.

Kate reached her hand to the back of Optimus’s head and pulled him forward. Their lips crashed together. She opened her mouth immediately, letting him brush his tongue against her own. Her body pressed against his. The sensation was almost overwhelming: tasting him, feeling him against her, it made her head float. His hands ran up her back, under her shirt, touching her bare skin. She moaned and pressed herself even tighter against him.

“More…” She gasped between kisses.

Optimus groaned and lifted her in his arms. She wrapped her legs around him. They continued kissing as he carried her to the Peterbilt. He pressed her against the side of the semi, they moaned as his erection brushed against her heat.

“Optimus…” She whimpered.

He held her with one arm and wrenched the door open. They lifted each other up the steps and into the cab. Kate steered them into the back seat. She remembered Optimus holding her after her nightmare. He had always been there for her.

Optimus peeled off his shirt and climbed over her. Her hands immediately went to the new territory. She spread them over his chest. Her thumb brushed over where his heart was and he sucked in his own breath. He looked down at her, his pupils dilated.

“What?” She tilted her head, brushing her hand over the spot again.

He groaned. His hips pressed into her heat. She moaned herself.

“That’s… my spark is… in my true form… ” He breathed, sucking on her neck. She gasped.

“Is that… a tender spot?” She grinned, rubbing his chest a third time.

He responded by taking her hands off his chest and holding them above her head.


He brushed his lips against her own. He reached down and lifted her shirt, looking at her to make sure it was okay.

“Yes.” She whispered.

Her shirt and her bra met their fate on the floor of the cab. Pants, shoes, socks, and underwear immediately joined them. Kate and Optimus were revealed to each other – body, mind, and soul. In every way a person could be. They both raked their eyes along the other’s body. Neither one self-conscious, neither one nervous. Because this is exactly what they wanted: they loved each other, and trusted each other. Nothing would ever change that.

“You’re beautiful.” Optimus murmured.

He trailed his fingers over her form. He brushed his fingers down her neck, over her collarbone. She watched him as he watched his hands. He cupped her breasts and leaned down to kiss each one. Her back arched. The ache in between her legs deepened. All her mind was focused on, was there.

“Optimus! Please!” She whimpered.

He grinned up at her and chuckled. His right hand stayed on her breast, his mouth nipped at her left nipple. His hand brushed down her abdomen. Over her belly button. Making a line straight towards that ache.

She bucked her hips when his hand reached her hips. His fingers brushed her lower lips. It set the ache into a roar. She gasped. He licked her nipple again. And her back arched. Her eyes fluttered shut.

“Please!” She pleaded with him.

He hovered over her neck, and nipped at it, as his finger delved into her folds. Kate took in another breath as his digit slid into her, calming the ache. But his thumb slid against the upper part of her folds, and ignited the ache again. She moaned loudly at the feeling. She briefly remembered other girls her age talking about this place. A… “nub” they called it. Her hips bucked up at him as his palm pressed into her heat.

“Oh… God!” She let out. She let her right arm fall to the seat. She raked her nails against it, in sheer ecstasy.

And as soon as the sensation was there, it was gone. She whimpered and opened her eyes.

“Optimus!” She whined.

“Need you. Now.” The Autobot leader panted.

He lifted Kate, adjusting her hips as he positioned himself at her entrance. It was only then that she showed nerves. Would he fit? Would it hurt? What if something went wrong?

He looked at her and saw her expression. “Kate, if you don’t want to…” He trailed off.

She put a finger to his mouth and met his eyes. “I want to. I’m just – I haven’t done this. Ever.”

“I’ll be gentle.” Trust me.

Kate smiled as he entered her mind. I do.

He slowly pushed into her, allowing her to stretch. Kate breathed heavily at the pain she felt. She wrapped her arms around him. She groaned into his shoulder as he pushed further in. Steadily, consistently, he pushed himself – not too fast, not too slow, never to hurt Kate. He was all the way in. And he stopped.

Kate’s breathing slowed as the pain dulled. Optimus waited patiently, not moving. Not until any sign of hurt had vanished from Kate’s expression.



He pulled out slowly. Kate’s discomfort gave way to pleasure. A tension began to build in her abdomen. He pushed in and she gasped. He looked at her, concerned. But chuckled deeply when he realized she wasn’t gasping due to pain, but the exact opposite. He pulled out again, leaving himself in her just a little. He leaned down to kiss her, and pushed quickly back in. Kate moaned loudly at the friction. Her hips lifted to meet his. Their kiss deepened. Optimus’s speed picked up. Kate matched his pace.

Her legs started to shake. She could feel her inside tightening even more. Optimus broke the kiss and buried his face into her neck. This… this was not like anything he had experienced in Cybertron. The mating there was more… formal. This? This was raw emotion. Feelings. Sensation. Intimate.

Kate threw her head back, stretching her arms above her to grab the seat. She dug her nails in. And Optimus roared. Kate came with a whimper, Optimus quickly behind her. She swore she could even feel the truck itself shudder with the power of their release.

Both breathed heavily. And laughed. Their minds were free. Free of any worry, any fear. Anything other than the both of them – at that moment – becoming one.

I love you, Optimus Prime. Kate grinned.

“I love you too, Kate Forge.”

7 days later–okay 7 years later–And I’m still loving Transformers

Way back when I had graduated high school, I saw the first Transformers movie. I had heard of Michael Bay here and there, I had seen… parts of Armageddon and had loved The Island. I had JUST seen the Pirates of the Caribbean and Lord of the Rings movies conclude their trilogies. And I was looking for something new to love.

And then I saw a trailer about giant robots.

And I was hooked! The trilogy quickly became one of my most favorite series, ever.

(I did know about the toys and original TV show, thanks to my brother, but I had yet to actually dive in to the fandom.)

Fast forward seven years and I see this come up on my laptop one night:

Honestly I couldn’t believe what I was seeing: THEY’RE RELEASING A FOURTH MOVIE!! I screamed so loud that I think I woke up my whole house!

One of my most favorite characters throughout the Transformers series is Optimus Prime. And in this movie, his character changes. No longer do you see the calm, quiet, fair leader. You see an extremely pissed off Autobot. And let me say: when Optimus Prime is pissed off, you better duck for cover. It’s worse than anything Megatron could ever do.

(Not that Optimus would harm innocents, he’s still good. Very good. But… wow.)

Click below for my mini-rant about a specific scene in the movie. I put it under the spoilers, just in case.


Background: Cade Yeager (Mark Wahlburg) sneaks a camera into KSI, a company that has been building Transformers. When Optimus, Bumblebee, Hound, Crosshairs, and Drift see this footage–which is of Ratchet being melted down–they go on a rampage through KSI.

Okay, and the scene: Optimus is standing in front of Joshua Joyce (Stanley Tucci) very angry. Actually, he’s pacing. His gun swinging by his side. Stanley Tucci is trying to protect his factory, his merchandise, and confronts Optimus and the Autobots. He basically says to them that: “Don’t you get it? We don’t need you anymore.”

But this is the dialogue that really gets me:
Joshua Joyce: “Why don’t you tell itchy fingers here that this is all the spoils of war? Dead metal. Innovation. What we do here is science. Because if we don’t do it, somebody else will! Because you cannot stop technology.”

At this point, Optimus just LOSES IT, charging Joyce and kicking something at a window, that then shatters. He yells: “WE ARE NOT YOUR TECHNOLOGY!”

It actually kind of breaks my heart. The world in this movie is so screwed up, so ungrateful to the Autobots for saving them. After the credits roll in Dark of the Moon, basically, Harold Attinger (Kelsey Grammer) steps into the limelight saying “We need to get rid of these Decepticons” And then… he decides to slaughter the Autobots too.

Just… aggggghhhhh… so many feels.

Check out "All That We Need In Our Lives"

Hey guys!

In addition to writing my novel, I have started a fanfic as a de-stresser, I guess you could call it.

Check it out here:

All That We Need In Our Lives

Here’s the summary:

“Optimus Prime receives a strange transmission when he thinks all hope is lost for finding the Allspark. He discovers it is from the mind of a sixteen year old girl, Kate Forge. Together, with the Autobots, Sam, and Mikeala they must find the Allspark, defeat the Decepticons… and Kate and Optimus must confront their feelings for each other. During Transformers 2007. Optimus/OC”

So go check it out!! It’s a taste of my writing, but not an original story. It’s a Transformers fanfic.

For those of you who may not know what a fanfic (short for fanfiction) is, it’s defined as: “Fiction written by a fan of, and featuring characters from, a particular TV series, movie, etc.”

It’s something I’ve always done, and plan to continue doing. As an outlet. Although I have had ideas ever since I was a pre-teen, I’ve never published my ideas. And now, I am.

So enjoy!

Transformers: Age of Extinction

Yesterday I went with my boyfriend to see the new Tranformers movie.



Seriously. I think I just go to these movies to see Optimus Prime. Cause he’s awesome. And I’m a bit of a Prime fangirl. I… actually have a crush on him… which can be considered weird. I don’t consider it weird. But it’s, like, human + robot.

Eh I’m a nerd.

I’m so excited to see what they do with the next movie. Transformers 5 is going to rock. And it might be a little different because of how they ended 4… but I’m purposefully not giving spoilers.

My ONLY criticism with the movie is: they had no mention of Sam, Mikaela, Carly, Lennox, Simmons.

You don’t know what happened to them!!

I know Michael and the writers wanted a fresh start (see the article here: “Transformers 4 producer explains where Extinction fits” ), with a fresh cast, but Sam’s relationships with Bee and Optimus were grounded. They were established. And both parties were not the kind of people/robots to just randomly walk out of a friendship like that.

So I would like to know: what happened to everyone in the five years between 3 and 4?

What about you guys?