It’s not that I don’t want to be a part of this new Ghost Hunters venture… I think it’s more a fear of change and a fear of things-not-fitting-together. Especially being the uber-planner I am. I would love to do this. It would be a fantastic thing to be paid to travel and go to haunted locations to poke around in the middle of the night.
Oh yes. I would love that.
(But no one’s going to know until after June 13th)
But my true passion lies with my writing. With my book. With Angel. And my family. Definitely my family and my hometown, here in Wooster, too. I would hate to leave those behind, or have to re-adapt them somehow to my new lifestyle. But if I had to, I would.
(Really I’m just worried about working around Midwest Writers and my brother’s wedding)
And I’m also kind of scared of my book not working out. That it would get published and *poof* not many people would love it.
… and then I’d have to get a real job that I’d just be like
for the rest of my life…
If anyone says being an artist is easy, they’re lying. Thank God for Faith.
Ah… this is just a 1:45AM ramble… when I could just be sleeping or writing.